tickle-me-misha:

do you think castiel was scared when he died? or do you think that he was so engulfed with raw need to make it up to dean and the others, to make it right, that he wasn’t even thinking about himself? do you think he paused and thought this is it? that his existence would be over? that he wouldn’t go to heaven or hell and just would simply stop existing? do you think he worried what would happen to dean and sam and bobby when he was gone? do you think he wondered if they’d miss him anyway? do you think he took solace in the fact that maybe they hated him, maybe dean hated him, but at least he wasn’t dying alone, at least they were there with him? do you think that there was a moment, a split second, where he lost it and his body locked up with fear and regret and pain and loneliness? do you think that he prayed to god one last time, asking him for forgiveness, for help? to bring him back once again? do you think he begged to be saved or maybe he begged to be killed? do you think he regretted everything he did, everything he sacrificed, for dean and for humanity in that moment? or would he have never taken it back even if he had the chance? 

i’m not… i just…. cant 

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48. padapooper said: i think he was probably in an EXTREME amount of distress seeing as ancient sea monsters had just taken over his brain. he was probably doing a lot of [internal screaming]
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